Life without a breastpump...

has been difficult. Took only one week for my breasts to stop producing milk like crazy, but I really miss my breastpump and I really miss Agastya. Apparently he's now doing very well and has a big appetite for anything. I only wish time flies so fast, and I will be able to hold him again. It has been difficult, thanks for friends and family who have supported me.

However, some people just judge you without thinking. They immediately say I'm a bad mom and my decision to leave Agastya with my mom temporarily was absurd. As if they had helped me or offered me any help. They don't know how tough it is and I just have this to say to them: "Mind your own business!" If you're not helping and you're not even willing to help, don't critisize me. Saying things like that will only make it more difficult for me.

To self: Aja aja fightiing!!! Fighting!!